Believing In God Is Ironically The Easiest Thing To Do In Lack
JUNE 4TH 2026 you know.. this past month has been really hell for me but.. you’d think that would somehow make me shift away from God… but it doesn’t. i’ve screamed, i’ve ran, i’ve pushed him away.. but up until 1 minute ago i didn’t even notice that i’m Job…? idk who’s the dude the Whale swallowed.. i used to think im Job tho, the one who devil wanted to curse God, mahnnnn did i curse God so bad, everytime i prayed for a miracle and it didn’t happen i’d be so mad at him… eventually i just wished i didn’t believe in him instead. i was soooo jealous of Atheists so bad, how could they do it? not believe. this period of time.. my faith has solidified which is very quite ironic because i used to believe for me personally , loving God is easiest when im flourishing you know? money to splash around and the rest so why won’t i always be thanking God, but this phase in my life and i really wish im finally closing it with this realization.. but ive realized thanks to this unfortunate phase of ...
